9/20/89 at 4:50 pm "It's all my fault. That's what I keep telling myself. Everything that could possibly go wrong for me, besides dying,...

9/1/89 "Well, today was like any other day. Extremely boring. I found myself constantly running back and forth, doing nothing. Funny,...

8/30/89 Once again, I entered the cafeteria feeling helpless. I knew I had no choice but to eat what they call food because I had no...